The stares, the prayers, the affairs of the heart

Month

September 2009

Also

Jet

Sometimes I wish I were still out
on the back porch, drinking jet fuel
with the boys, getting louder and louder
as the empty cans drop out of our paws
like booster rockets falling back to Earth

and we soar up into the summer stars.
Summer. The big sky river rushes overhead,
bearing asteroids and mist, blind fish
and old space suits with skeletons inside.
On Earth, men celebrate their hairiness,

and it is good, a way of letting life
out of the box, uncapping the bottle
to let the effervescence gush
through the narrow, usually constricted neck.

And now the crickets plug in their appliances
in unison, and then the fireflies flash
dots and dashes in the grass, like punctuation
for the labyrinthine, untrue tales of sex
someone is telling in the dark, though

no one really hears. We gaze into the night
as if remembering the bright unbroken planet
we once came from,
to which we will never
be permitted to return.
We are amazed how hurt we are.
We would give anything for what we have.

—Tony Hoagland

(I like him a lot right now.)

Sep 20, 2009
How to make poems obey you.

eugenetapdance@mac.com (10:29:21 PM): CANNOT MAKE POEM OBEY
purplevantoomaha (10:29:34 PM): Time for the old smashy smashy?eugenetapdance@mac.com (10:29:52 PM): The astral league could make the poem betterrrrr
eugenetapdance@mac.com (10:29:56 PM): I SHOULD PUT THEM IN IT
purplevantoomaha (10:30:00 PM): DUDE YES
purplevantoomaha (10:30:06 PM): Moby Dick + Astral League
eugenetapdance@mac.com (10:30:25 PM): = ?purplevantoomaha (10:30:31 PM): AWESOME
purplevantoomaha (10:30:33 PM): obviously

Obviously.

Sep 20, 20091 note
a pocket full of problems and a pocket full of seeds.

It’s a good day.

I’m re-discovering music I loved recently enough but had fallen away from, and re-discovering poems I read in class this summer (which really wasn’t long ago) and loved.

Oh Mercy

Only the billionth person
to glance up at the moon tonight
which looks bald, high-browed and professorial to me,

the kind of face I always shook my fist at
when I was seventeen
and every stopsign was a figure of authority

that had it in for me
and every bottle of cold beer
had a little picture of my father on the label

for smashing down in parking lots
at 2 AM, when things devolved
into the dance of who was craziest.

That year, if we could have reached the moon,
if we could have shoplifted the paint and telescoping ladders,
we would have scribbled FUCK YOU

on its massive yellow cheek,
thrilled about the opportunity
to offend three billion people

in a single night.
But the moon stayed out of reach,
imperturbable, polite.

It kept on varnishing the seas,
overseeing the development of grapes in Italy,
putting the midwest to bed

in white pajamas.
It’s seen my kind
a million times before

upon this parapet of loneliness and fear
and how we come around in time
to lifting up our heads,

looking for the kindness
that would make revenge unnecessary.

- Tony Hoagland

Music:
(bands)

1. Slow Club
2. We Are Scientists
3. Jukebox the Ghost (whom I never stopped loving and you shouldn’t either).
4. World/Inferno (the love of my life, with new bootlegs sur le interwebs).

Sep 15, 2009
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